tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-99843862024-03-13T07:34:07.141+08:00Attraction, DistractionBeing attractive and distractive at the same time is tough. Attraction in the public? Distracting the public? Nah... Just be yourself! Live life like there is 100 years to go, and live everyday to its fullest.εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.comBlogger108125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-84694731211222023942011-09-18T22:31:00.000+08:002011-09-18T22:31:25.898+08:00Expecting SecurityIt is utterly important for people to feel secure with what they do most of the time.
The sense of insecurity I felt was killing me.
As I was talking to myself and doing some discovery about myself, I noticed it was because I have too much expectation over myself and I was unable to achieve them. Whether or not this is due to the amount of ego I have, I am not sure. But without expectations εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-89327230676760495172011-09-18T00:41:00.002+08:002011-09-18T00:41:43.186+08:00Not a slackerI don't want to be a slacker.
The dissertation is killing me. I am having so much negative feelings about my dissertation now. It is like taking so much of my time and it has not really bare much fruits up to this moment.
I lost a place to stay now. I am again back to the point whereby I am not feeling secure, with almost everything.
Feeling insecure about a place of my own.
Feeling insecure εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-19260970375462086922011-02-28T08:01:00.000+08:002011-02-28T08:02:25.661+08:00Devastating FebruaryFebruary is the shortest month of the year, and it used to be one of the most anticipated months of all. The reason is fairly simple; it is the month of the Chinese New Year and the spring festival, and it is also the month of expressing love, a.k.a. the Valentines’.
The case is different for me thou. I could still recall last year’s CNY and Valentines’ day fall on the same day. Even though I εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-63659725659787647732010-08-30T02:53:00.004+08:002011-02-11T00:18:13.520+08:00向悲哀說再見Sometimes, I feel like singing out loud
Sometimes, I feel like torturing myself
Like the best singer on earth where everyone stands and applause after every song
Like the desperate psycho wandering around looking for everything and nothing
I just realize one of my favourite Japanese song was a very popular song in Japan and is sung by a singer who has the same birthday as me!
玉置浩二 Kōji Tamaki -εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-84516180337638883442010-08-28T02:56:00.002+08:002010-08-28T02:59:01.363+08:00Re-reading the old postsI happen to read some of my older posts here again. There has been a tremendous growth in me. But all of these experiences are not to be forgotten. Reading them again gives me inspiration to move on. I am really glad I keep a blog. Do you? =Dεγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-84396739032604711832010-06-23T01:06:00.004+08:002010-06-23T01:13:11.013+08:00Quotes to ponderI was ranting to a dear friend, and he feel dissatisfied with something I said. He remarked, "If people don't pressure you, you won't move." I think he is right. I lack that consistently running engine to rev myself up. This includes many things in live. I need to find some source to keep the engine hot and running!
I was reading a book about human body, and the writer says the following:
腾不出时间εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-54815958239926630992010-06-21T17:46:00.003+08:002010-06-21T17:51:32.235+08:00I 'love' marking papersI am now (well actually since last month) doing some marking, and I am extreamly bored of doing it! Repetitive, and tiring. I like to mark those which is properly done, but not those which are done half way.
Either all or nothing.
I hate those which is hanging half way.
I like those which is done fully.
I think, doing a job fully, correctly, effiently and effectively is very important.
I εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-2046738091882256012010-06-17T05:24:00.003+08:002010-06-17T05:31:34.034+08:00Body SystemI came across this very gross yet meaningful clip about a guy who was injured. His skin and flesh was cut off and exposing his inner organs including throat, intestines and others. This clip was shot in the hospital and he was still alive during the recording. The clip shows the throat's motion when he is breathing, and some of the blood vessel movements.
It was meant to show his will to live on εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-1533428757298456952010-06-17T04:01:00.002+08:002010-06-17T04:43:27.202+08:00Tidying...My room is cluttered with a lot of unnecessary stuff, such as receipts, old notes, used notebooks and dust. I was thinking to clean up a bit, even at such wee hour.
I wanted to move my desktop system unit from the floor onto the cupboard so I have more leg room and the unit can have more fresh air. I got myself a nice box to keep the unnecessary stuff. I did not start packing until everyone has εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-48901770800529020572010-06-16T00:52:00.002+08:002010-06-16T01:28:35.757+08:00Blogging again :)It has been quite some time since I really sit down and write about my feelings. It just did not cross my mind that I need to write them down. Perhaps, it was because this is in the public domain. Well, I will try to get past that.
It is the school holiday now. I did something which I don't do usually. I took a break.
I went back to my mummy's hometown; I had some extra sleep which I don't get εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-66761528217570344642010-03-13T01:14:00.002+08:002010-03-13T01:17:06.230+08:00Bored-1I am so bored I decided to write this here. Full stop. Dot. Lols. Time to sleep. Dot.
Hahahahahhahahahahha.
Gaga.
Mr Gaga. Gag-ga. Ga. Garena.
Bored.
Bo-re-duh. Duh damba. La Bamba. Khalil. Whee~
Thanks for reading. Whee~εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-22530474672628047552009-07-26T10:48:00.002+08:002009-07-26T11:22:25.607+08:00NegligenceNegligence. It is defined as to pay no attention or too little attention to, or in law, the failure to exercise that degree of care to somebody or something.εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-64426868627454634732009-07-20T17:41:00.004+08:002009-07-27T10:20:19.861+08:00Monday's Special - Haze-covered EyrIt has been my habit of being lazy during the 'long' weekend. True enough, I spent my weekend doing nothing but enjoying the day. I watched Harry Potter 6 in 1U, spent a few tokens in the arcade, played pool, went to night market, had a drink with a special someone. And none of this has pretty much connection of getting my week started properly.
Monday morning. I woke up lazily, as usual. εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-64258541130464116942009-07-16T10:13:00.003+08:002009-07-16T10:26:42.580+08:00Haze FrenzyOh dear. People of the Klang Valley has been living in the 'magical' mist air which consists of dust and smoke particles for the past week. All thanks to the great wizard, Indonesia.
Smoke haze in Indonesia's Riau worsens
JAKARTA, July 15 (Xinhua) -- Smoke haze resulted from forest fire in Indonesia's Riau province is getting out of control, the private news portal detikcom reported on εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-10717583365075556872009-07-13T01:54:00.003+08:002009-07-13T02:00:49.829+08:00Harvesting MushroomsWow. It has been a long time since I came here. I know there is a lot of you have complaint to me that mushrooms are sprouting as if it just rained. I shall declare today as the harvest day!
Oh yes. I should really keep this running so I won't be complaint by the visitors again. You know who you are. ;)εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-52923188556838213992009-06-18T00:51:00.004+08:002009-06-18T00:57:33.914+08:00TarotI got my best friend to do a tarot reading for me. I was intrigued by the result. It was amazingly accurate.
There is a series of things happening to me and my work, and other related things as well. I have got too engrossed with my work at a point it has influenced my life. But I have not done enough at my work. I could do much better than this. I could be a better person.
I must change my εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-36553053769591856062009-02-08T03:32:00.002+08:002009-02-08T03:36:15.974+08:00Valentine'sI have just done watching a movie about how a dad feels when his beloved daughter gets married. The distraught about wedding cost, the worries about wedding progress, the fears about losing his daughter, and the reluctance of letting his daughter go. At the end of the story, the dad did not get to dance with the daughter, nor kiss her… The father and daughter did not have any interaction after εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-2844522339845457872008-12-05T01:17:00.005+08:002008-12-05T01:34:58.107+08:00JourneyWhat is a journey?
A journey is not a trip.
It is not a vacation.
It is a process. A discovery.
It is a process of self discovery.
A journey brings us face to face to ourselves.
Journey shows us not only the world, but how we fit in it.
Does the person creates a journey, or does the journey creates a person?
The journey is life itself.
Where will life take you?
- Louis Vuittonεγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-57542936395554184052008-11-17T01:21:00.000+08:002008-11-17T01:23:43.818+08:00Some random thoughtsI was taking the second last train back home from KL Sentral Station and was listening to some very comforting ballads. When I looked out the opened doors of the train, I saw the famous landmark in Kuala Lumpur, the Twin Tower KLCC. For a moment, I felt glad being in KL, back to warm climate, back to dressing normal tees and shorts, back to food haven, back to a place I am familiar with, and backεγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-55775802171501765002008-10-10T01:33:00.003+08:002008-10-10T01:54:03.717+08:00Diary of Oct 099th of October; it is 3 o’clock in the morning. I woke up suddenly, not because of alarms or bad dreams, I guess it was heat. The portable, old-fashioned heater was switched on to heat the air, and it indirectly heated my bed as well. My stomach was full as well, of the foot long subway sandwich I ate last night as dinner-cum-supper. I got up and turned off the heater, got back into the bed. It εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-19595891417788268672008-10-04T02:31:00.003+08:002008-10-04T02:40:10.447+08:00Days back in the UKAs you have known, I was out of my accommodation in Liverpool on the fifth of September and went on a short trip around Europe.
When I was in London for a few days before I left UK to Italy, I had doubts where I would live after the whole 16 days’ trip in Europe.
I was worried because I would have about a month time before I go back to Malaysia because I was unable to move my flight dates εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-12381454579196352682008-09-02T00:52:00.003+08:002008-09-02T00:56:40.699+08:00Stresses - Sep 01, 2008There has been a long time since I have wrote down my feelings.
I was seriously devastated few weeks ago, acting totally bizarre. Tasks stacked and feelings are awry.
Things I was stressed about was:
1.) Water
There was a small 1 day water construction in the hostel, causing waters not working for a day. After that day, the water pressure was really really low. If a person uses water, anotherεγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-33489613803798895842008-08-01T06:41:00.001+08:002008-08-01T07:20:22.050+08:00Mirror Mirror walking aroundI felt a tap on my back and it was Chalis. 'Do you want this?' he asked, showing me a piece of lollipop he was eating, and only a little is left. I smiled and shook my head lightly, then I turned back. What the irony.
It has been great living with my current house mates. Introducing Chalis, Kelvin, Kien Fu and a dear old friend Jonathan.
Birthday of Kien Fu (Middle). From left: Kelvin, Chalis, εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-81811272794869277312008-07-30T21:21:00.007+08:002008-07-30T21:35:42.783+08:00Some little evaluation on OpenOffice,orgI am in Lab now, doing some laboratory work assigned by Dr Zhang Weidong. My third subject in Liverpool John Moores University.
I discovered that the computer is installed with both OpenOffice.org 2.0 and Microsoft Office 2003. Since I know how to use MsWord already, I opted to use OpenOffice.org Writer, and see how it works.
Two of the things I have used is table function and picture function.εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984386.post-21105096788704282132008-07-09T05:36:00.003+08:002008-07-09T07:21:21.818+08:00Oversea AnxietySorry for not updating this for so long. I know I should have written about my experience in Liverpool for a very very long time.
I am in Liverpool at the end of May, and it has been 5, 6 weeks since I am here. I tried to fit in, adjust myself to the local weather, food, and all sorts of craps. And I still miss Malaysia.
Currently, I am anxious about my future in Liverpool. Not to that extend εγrιquεhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06641549938299348457noreply@blogger.com1